most ways of meeting people are pointless to me. i only care about bonds forged through fate.

moving forward - memento mori, when the nineth lion ate the sun.

therosecrest replied to your post “therosecrest replied to your post “im not… going to have a…”
It sounded like another thing, so I was worried.

oh… i don’t like worrying people. i’m sorry.

therosecrest replied to your post “im not… going to have a future.”
What does that mean?

i think i will live at best a boring life in which everything reminds me of bad memories :[

im not… going to have a future.

im really scared

chie-arale:

this blog is probably going to reach its conclusion soon

i have no idea what i’m going to do after that. well, “i” am not going to do anything.

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this blog is probably going to reach its conclusion soon

this is the most upsetting day

chie-arale:

getting upset about something is really hard because there’s this big overwhelming feeling of “what am i gonna do about this?”

and it’s just unanswerable

honestly it’s the kind of feeling that the title “i have no mouth and i must scream” evokes.

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getting upset about something is really hard because there’s this big overwhelming feeling of “what am i gonna do about this?”

and it’s just unanswerable

to most people death is physical, but i am not all that worried about the body of flesh. death to me is a loss of purpose. and i have slowly been losing one for a year and a half now. i hope soon to finish this torture. i do not know what i will do after “dying”.

i am worried that i may metaphorically die

my fault

chie-arale:

i hate modern anime too but when commenting on it it is really not necessary to pose questions towards the fictional female characters regarding their poor design. i know, these are hypothetical jokes you are making, but still, can you please focus on the creators instead.

im probably being sensitive but it feels like the fictional girl is being blamed for her own existence. which is really not so nice to girls.

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